Adversity

Adversity vol. 2 published by The Poet Magazine (2022) has included my poem,   

He Was Always Yours




He Was Always Yours

Susan, how did you cope? 
Did you have a smoke of rope? 
That day, February 25, 1988 
You could have bathed your child 
 In your tears. 
So infectious was your sorrow.
 I began to wish for tomorrow 
The child could be ours, instead. 
Yours and mine. Adoptive father and birthmother. 
Only I can think like no other.
 I followed your career. 
So similar to my own. 
A Counselor of Compassion. 
Continued to wish Anthony be ours. 
As the hours sifted, swayed. 
Time slipped away. 
My marriage went from farce to divorce.
 What other direction of course?
 I always hoped I might present 
Our son back to you.
 Facilitate the Mother and Child reunion. 
But Anthony found you, I hear. 
Without me. 
He disowned me, and the other. 
Did done say how I was as a Father? 
Oh Susan. I guess he could never have been ours. 
He was always yours
. _______________ 


*Anthony (given name) 
Nathaniel (adoptive name). 



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