S. D. Kilmer's Existential Life

While you're away. I'm here all alone. Listening to your voice on the radio, I sway. Just hate being on my own. Then the sun begins to rise. As I open my eyes. There you are in front of me. I'm so oceanic; you're a sea breeze on my face. Oh take me with you. No matter the place, Nor how far. Never want to be Separate from you in any case. Singing to some old guitar. I never want to be too far From you, anymore. Then the sun begins to rise. As I open my eyes. There you are in front of me. I'm so oceanic; you're a sea breeze on my face. And I'm so happy we are in this same place. Together, Alone. No more, you will see. Together, We will be forever No matter the kind of weather Alone Never again. We will be together. No more will you be there. No more will I be here Alone, Together No more will I be here All alone, without you. _________ Copyright ©️ 2022 SDKilmer, llc All Rights Reserved www SDKilmer com

this cup, a container that holds: The coffee I had poured into it. this table. potentially could hold anything many kinds of tools. tools for breakfast; tools for crafts; tools for composing this poem; tools for sacred arts, if need be. how did we come to call: four thick sticks attached to a wide flat wooden surface? a table? how much better it is to sit by myself, like the solitary seagull as it stands, in it's stillness, on the sands. let me sit here with myself. With this coffee cup, these tools for breakfast: this knife, this fork, the things in themselves, and myself being myself. _________________ Copyright ©️ 2022 SDKilmer, llc All Rights Reserved www SDKilmer com

How do crazy leaders just take what they desire? As though it is there for the taking. As though it is there for their raping? Now Ukraine land and her people are not here for you, putin puppets. They will never be anyone's spoils. Test her sovereignty and you will find yourselves in hell. O Ukraine, seek help from above. Pray that the great Arkhanhel Mykhayil destroy every unseen enemy of the people. O Ukraine, seek help from above. Beseech to your great King Svyatyy Volodymyr to destroy every enemy seen. ______________ Copyright ©️ 2022 SDKilmer, llc All Rights Reserved www SDKilmer com #prayer #Ukraine .........

She's the girl of your dreams To your specifications. Face of an angel and her body too. No emotional issues to get into. She won't tear you down. No drama in the things she says ...or doesn't say. She's an innocent lover. In you she'll be a believer. she's a waiter, waiting for you     whenever you're gone. She's so beautiful, She's so pretty, so cute. She has nothing to say about others About gossiping she's mute. And she'll stand up to you with compassion. At the drop of her hat she'll stand for you. Just step inside her world. Look at the city streets from her view. See the foolishness of the Crowd. She's vulnerable to being pushed about. She'll always love you. She'll never shout. She's shy. A homebody. She'll always be there for you. She'll watch and study. Everyone that passes by her. But put her on a stage. She'll enjoy showing what you've given her. And never looks like she's aged.

What do you say love is When you clean up after, only yourself ? Where's there any merit collected? In only doing what's expected. You're a better person For having done for others. You're a good person For having gone beyond your own hype For fulfilling only your own responsibilities. Without any gripe. What do you say love is When you've degraded her With your loud words, And chased her down the hall? Where's there any kindness When you've tossed her dinner Onto the wall? How are you selfless In never doing for others even if they won't do for you? Your love is for others Not for yourself, exclusively. Your love is for others They may give it back to you. This is what it meant by "Let your love go, it'll come back to you!" ________________ Copyright ©️ 2022 S. D. Kilmer, llc All Rights Reserved www SDKilmer com

Don't you come round here. Don't come here to bleed me. I don't need anyone like you. To come here in my space wasting my time. To come here in my place wasting my mind. It's not how you smell. It's not the clothes you wear. I don't need you to bring me your hell. I don't need you to lay on me your dispair. I don't even know who you are. I don't even know what you are. Just some random fallin' star. Take your radioactivity else where. Take your inconcistencies to someone who cares. Don't you come round here. I don't need anyone like you. To come here in my space wasting my time. To come here in my place wasting my mind. Don't you come here just to make me bleed. __________ Copyright ©️ 2022 S. D. Kilmer, llc All Rights Reserved www SDKilmer com .......