S. D. Kilmer's Existential Life

Waiting here for you--- in a future paced sorrow. If the future pain for today is just as germaine for tomorrow. ---What is there to gain? Who can see the future? When in youth there was no nurture. Who can survive such a past when one's life will never last? We are devoured by our desires and lust. We engage in passions we should never trust. Never should we trust our feelings. Uncontrolled emotions have us climbing the ceilings. It's not what is meant by: Living here like there's No tomorrow. Instead of gorging our senses. Before the last full solstice. We ought to be engaged in loving others. Not limited to our sisters and brothers. Neither mother's, nor fathers. Enemies, acquaintances and strangers too. Living here like there's no tomorrow is Loving. Best for me and you. _____________ copyright © 2022 SDKilmer, LLC HeardWords USA All Rights Reserved www SDKilmer com

Who knows what a Covenant is these days? Who willfully binds themselves to another? We all fall in and out of love but do we really know what love is? It's more doing than feeling and emotions are the energies that orient's your disposition. Love is what you do. Love is what you do. What you do is how you are. How you are is how you feel because of what you've done. You say you love me I've heard that all before. I've always been there for you in-between your change of lovers. How can I believe you anymore? You know how to show it. but that too could be a sham. I can't express to you now just how I am. If you really love me, tell it to my heart. never to my brain. when I see you talking with all your old flames,   that have burnt you; those from whom you broke up with, in the end. It's something I just can't comprehend. speak directly to my heart, because, when you try to appeal to my brain. you otherwise just cause me further pain. A Covena