How Could You Go?

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You feared your friends would leave you there.
Your angst that screamed from the depths
of your emptiness
Scared them all away.
Laughing, screaming, tumbling down
you can be such a drama queen
When they're all around.

You could never trust those boys
Who said they loved you.
When you final expressed your love to them
They just couldn't trust what you say.
Your life had been a circus
since you were very young clown.
You were made to play the fool.
But you'd do it on the high wire
Whirling, twirling, swirling, always blue.

Somehow I believed my love
Would strengthen you.
Give you stability.
Somehow I thought you believed it too.
What did you think those pills would do?
You miscalculated your flatmate's return.
He didn't show.
How could you go?
How could you go?
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