Love Me (Do Not Judge Me)

It hurts me, that you believe, I don't care.

How am I to be with you

When my own fibro pain flairs?

Isn't it plain?

To see that I've got my problems too.

How am I suppose to care for you,

When I cannot stand or move,

When the muscles and bone betray me.

When the pain is so bad

I almost can't see you?

I know so well,

You are suffering like hell.

I know your pain is often the same.

But still very different than mine.

Yes I know you might never feel fine.

Yes in the long run you may be worse.

I'm sure this wolf, you have surely cursed!

You know I'm not as strong or as stubborn

As you.

No matter that you are a Cernegorska warrior.

I'm still a worrier

'bout you.

But if I am weak myself,

How can I be there

To help or speak?

For you to continue on

I must be a little more strong.

Because I continue to care.

Though I can do little

to show how I've loved.

Please, understand and do not judge.

Might you'd care for some fudge?

__________

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Is There Nothing More?

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Don't leave me here! Don't you leave me here this way! What will all my friends say? Who was it that carried me on the bier? Well, will you pray for me? Or can't you wait to see another man, if only you can? Life with you was never, the kind I wanted. You called me "friend" That was after you put an end to our coupling. That was after you had my ring cut off your finger. I can hear you singing after that. You had your own definition for being a swinger. A woman, free and unattached. Since then we've never been intimate. No matter the many times I had to wait. You would love me Only by cleaning and laundrying for me. Still you'd never give me a bath. We had a life together you never let last. Don't leave me here! Don't you leave me here this way! What will all my friends say? "She buried him, with his love for her. She's not so demur." _________ copyright ©️ 2023 SDKilmer, LLC All Rights Reserved www SDKi

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Once my life was as bright as the golden sun. During those days, I thought you and I were one. You made me very blue when you told me to leave you. Eventually I became use to it. Until years later, I thought I might have a chance. We became good friends, again. Better than before. I just couldn't leap over your new boundaries that kept us as only friends, nothing more. You possessed a strange manner In relation to your "ex's". Remaining friends with them with whom you arrived at an end? What man can have a former lover as a friend? Suddenly they were wandering around. Fixing things or seeking to be fixed! How does an "ex" trust another "ex"? What man can have a former lover as a friend? That night I must have glowed as light green was my apprehension, fear and terror to loss of you whom apparently were not mine to possess. Turning deep green, my jealousy & envy; that ran blood red in my annoyance unto rage. Days gone past when Deep

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